And if you can imagine if my blog is being ignored this bad just how bad the rest of my life must seem right now.
It is Thursday morning and I haven't taken a shower since late Sunday night while I was still visiting my folks in WI.
I make sure I don't have my contacts in while I shower because I am sure I have pink mold growing in my shower and I don't want the reminder that I've neglected the cleaning.
The suitcases haven't been touched since said trip to WI.
I have flats of flowers and veggies that are still not planted.
The lawn looks like I should turn out the cows to graze.
I haven't ran in a week (not sure how I will be ready for a 5K in a month or a 10K in October).
My kitchen counters are piled so high with paperwork I don't have room to cook.
Speaking of cooking, I haven't cooked a made from scratch meal in a couple of weeks. Steaks on the grill don't count in my opinion.
I just realized that my baby turns one next Monday and I haven't even started planning her party. I was on a parts run yesterday and I bought her a present in the hardware store. I know that she doesn't care, but there is still a part of me that is disappointed in myself.
Through it all I keep reminding myself that my 4 kids are happy and healthy and they don't care what the house looks like or if I cheated on a meal or if I miss a few weeks blogging when they are old enough to go back and read this blog.
It has been a long calving and planting season. They miss their daddy. I miss their daddy. He put in a 22 hour day yesterday, but he got up and ate breakfast with them this morning before heading out the door again.
I have way too much to be thankful for to dwell on all that I am behind on. So, with 4 kids, planting season, spring projects and getting into a school's out routine I guess the blog might get neglected a little more.
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| The girls and I with my folks in WI at my uncle's wedding in May 2013. |
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